7 Daze

Yep, today marks day 7, the first week done, of a minimum 4 week lockdown.

There’s talk now that this might extend to 8 or more weeks, i’d not doubt it.
How am I managing… ? ….. Yea, dunno.

On the bright side, or, slightly less dim side, finally getting around to designing a new website for my photography with guidance from my dear friend Minh-Ly, who’s just too good at this sorta stuff…  🙂

Oh yea, don’t have to buy fuel for my truck i suppose.

Been watching some of my old Youtube videos … some of the little adventures i went on… —–>>>>>  GO HERE  <<<<<-—-  to see some.. go on.. pay my poor site a visit.. lol. Gosh, it’s been like 2 years since I uploaded anything… makes sense though.. hasn’t been a good 2 years… apart from two bits.. but I already talked about that..

it’s almost 1:30am Thursday morning, 2nd April 2020……. I need a snack.

 

 

 

 

 

 

 



Exploring Life where
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Lets play a game

Shall we ?

Want to drift deeper into the mind of the insane, babbling moronic flesh casting shadows around this godforsaken land …

Ok,

Let’s play.

Catch me,

as I run towards you.

Knives, are they sharp ?

Yes, they are not, but still,

you must catch me.

before you fall once more into the softness of

my bloody arms around your torso.

Go on, let’s play, once more.

Catch me – before this blade does.

 

Did you read it ?

I didn’t think so.

It’s about you.

 

Welcome.

 

Lockdown day 1 – 2020-03-26

Is it over yet ?

Oh god, really, there’s a minimum of 4 weeks to go ?

The government have put a 3 month financial package together for businesses to be able to continue to ‘pay’ their employees …..  3 month package…

and we are in lockdown for…. 4 weeks.. at this stage…

don’t hold your breath for 4 weeks… this is just the beginning i assume.

 

I’m here alone.

 

In the end…


There is a girl,
who stands in a tree,

Hiding her soul,
so we can not see.

Cracks and trembles,
shakes and cries,

Screaming for justice,
in a world full of lies
As she whispers to me….
“I just want to be free”

I Once Knew A Girl,
who stood in a tree
Who took on the world,
And now she’s free.

Tree: Model: www.minh-ly.com

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Lockdown begins and 1 image.

On Wednesday night at Midnight, 2020-03-25, The New Zealand Government will place this little green country into lockdown, level 4, as they call it… see this link: Covid-19 NZ 

This is, mostly because, some fine upstanding people decided they didn’t give a fuck, and would just go do what the want….

But also, because our government didn’t give a fuck, and failed to enforce what they tried to put in place weeks ago at airports and stuff… mostly what people ignored.

 

So, for the next 4 weeks, we need to stay at home, only go to supermarkets etc as needed, avoid people, isolate, and hopefully not see it as the end.

Some of us might not be so lucky. Reach out.

As for me… I’m still waiting to hear if the field I work in is classed as an essential service… It kinda is.. I hope it is, cause 4-6 weeks (or likely longer) of no pay with the uncertainty of a job or not at the end of this…  isn’t going to end well.

One thing I know, now, living alone… is going to suck something really bad.

Let’s see how things pan out, if at all.

yeah. here’s one last thing…

Thank you to this beautiful tender soul for being my Muse, strength and guiding light when the darkness befalls me.


There is a girl,
who stands in a tree,

Hiding her soul,
so we can not see.

Cracks and trembles,
shakes and cries,

Screaming for justice,
in a world full of lies
As she whispers to me….
“I just want to be free”

I Once Knew A Girl,
who stood in a tree
Who took on the world,
And now she’s free.

Tree: Model: www.minh-ly.com

 

ASYLUMIMAGES.COM
Auckland – New Zealand

Model: www.minh-ly.com

My Friend, My Muse, My Light in dark times.


Email or DM now to book
a shoot for 2020.


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W: modelmayhem.com/2996604
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The Pain of Art and the Art of Pain

I struggle to shoot anymore.

The last few years have been hard, the more I close myself off from what’s happening around and inside me, the less I feel, the less I am.

I learned a very long time ago, for me to take a photo that has meaning … to me at least, I have to have a connection to the subject.

Mostly this comes at a price, the price of love, the payment is pain, the repayment plan… well… that i think, is eternal.

I’ve done two and a half photo shoots that have any meaning to me.

both the same subject

both human

both the same

And, I can’t get past it.

 

If i can’t connect with the darkness, i cant.

if i do connect with the darkness, the repayment plan is long.

I miss that particular connection, now, in this hollow void of darkness.

i sit.

 

Borders closed… now what

And so, as of midnight, 2020-03-19, NZ closed its borders cause of the lovely Covid-19.

So.. umm..

 

I dunno what to say.

trapped.

and i miss someone and am powerless to help them.

fuck.

 

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